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OK. Now It’s Time To Talk About Real Twin Flames.

“We dived deep into our darkness, but when we saw light disguised as darkness, we couldn’t see ourselves.” -Alex Ftoulis

I would like to talk about Twin Flames. About real, raw, authentic, Twin Flames. This rare, unique and exaggerated in all of its aspects connection (not a relationship of any kind as it exceeds all that we all knew so far). And YES, I am one of the real rare Twins and I am not ashamed to show my pride for that, cause blood was shed in that process.

Let’s begin.

I was on a mission. Suddenly out of nowhere, I came up with the idea of creating a place where we could share our knowledge and services to people, especially the young people of our country. I had no intention or what so ever to meet my Twin Flame as I didn’t have a clue what was that, neither I was in a mood of any connection as I just left from a toxic relationship which also played role afterwards in me breaking up with my Twin.

(Click to read >>> 5 Crucial Things to Do When You Meet Your Twin Flame )

I would not go into details how I met her or what happened but I will talk about what matters the most.

From not wanting to make a connection to falling in love, heart chakra activation through the bubble phase, everything so intense down to the last second, everything so fast, synchronicities went to the roof. Everywhere 22 everywhere 33. I was 33 she was 22. Her house number 22, mine 33. Just endless… Then more numbers popped up. More crazy occurrences and syncs that made no explanation.

(Click to read >>>  Real Twin Flames & the Great Arcanum. The Truth Behind #my33)

We had a plan room dedicated to our business and mission where we planned our seminars but at the same time, we were decoding the sequences of the synchronicities where we discovered a lot of important information regarding the truth of the composition and functions of Reality and also about us individually.

I was the master teacher. She was the master builder. Together we were ONE. But the dynamic was just too strong to handle… Cause for a master teacher to be complete, a master builder must be in place to activate the currents of energies which will bring the desired alchemical psychosomatic transmutation required for the next step into this game of Ascension.

The channeling was out real from both of us to each other. We still can’t explain most of what happened. We kept “downloading” a ton of information, and we transferred it to endless pages of notepads day and night, almost literally.

Falling in love was intense. The moments? Simply magical. But it wasn’t all honey and fun. All the narcissistic behaviors were there, the running away with no explaining and without no apparent reason, no replying to anything beginning from 1 week and ending up 1 and a half  month where she appeared one day before my birthday to tell me she was leaving for some other country with no reason, no explanation, nothing.

(Click to read >>> Love. What a Beautiful Thing. The Real Battle of Twin Flames )

She actually asked me what was the worst thing she could ever do to me one day we had a conversation on unconditional love and she just did it.

No remorse. 

No reason. 

No emotions.

While we were so deep in love.

You see, fears can do a lot of things. BUT it’s not your Twin Flame. It’s YOU. The Twins are called like this, as they reflect ALL of your insecurities as they know you for lifetimes and lifetimes and they only want you to be free eventually. YES, they also have fears and issues but it’s not the blaming game when it comes down to Twin Flames. It’s just about the recognition of our own deepest personal issues which some of them are:

  • Escapism-Avoidance
  • Narcissistic Behaviours of any kind
  • Attachments in Relationships
  • Not having safe boundaries
  • Expectations of all kinds that exceed reality and they are out of our power
  • Learning how to Love under any circumstance.

(Click to read >>> What I Learned From my Personal Twin Flame Experience (part 1) )

We also knew instantly that we were connected through lifetimes of reincarnations and even with details. We had so many similarities, which still today I can’t find to anyone else. This is what makes Twin Flames so addictive. Their connection is so powerful and their harmonizing points just mesmerizing.

It’s everything you ever wanted.

But also at the same time, your worst fears are unfolding into the most chaotic and confusing reality you’ve been through. Your Twin is on a mission to deliver to you the lessons NO MATTER WHAT.

So you have to keep forgiving, listening and keep on moving. 

Twin Flames have a blend of a Soulmate, Karmic and Narcissistic taste and you finally know why? Because all of these attributes reside within you and need a proper balance in order for you to advance and to grow even further.

All these limitations are a nightmare for your Twin in the 5th dimension and they do everything they can in order to break these barriers away, and here in 3D it seems like they are runners, untrustworthy, narcissists,  etc, etc.

So we must never judge them, BUT if things already took a wrong turn just RUN. Because the Narcissistic Mode will be activated and the attacks will transcend in a different whole new level, making this mess a sheer horror movie.

Ok, now let me give you this little info.

HOW THE H@#$ do you think Universe will help you let go of your old egoic patterns which cause your limitations? By sending you an advertising flyer? NO. With the perfect trap which EVERYONE in this world would have fallen for.

Love.

The addictive kind of Love which is created mostly by Stockholm Syndrome and a variety of attachment psychological issues. THIS is the attraction point which the Universe uses to attract your Twin Flame. Your need to heal your other half and become complete. So you are mostly attracting wounded people or needy narcissists.

(Click to read >>>  Empaths & Narcissists. Is this The Real Karmic or False Twin Relationship?  )

You think I didn’t want her or I didn’t wish so many times that things didn’t turn out like that?

The emotions I felt during our connection both good and bad were out of this world. You are with this person both in Hell and in Heaven, you are connected in every possible way, BUT don’t expect to match completely now in this world.

She came back after almost 5 months but her own version of the story I heard it from her after a year from the date she left. And still, most of it didn’t make sense. The one I loved so much, just an empty cold hearted person which no one recognised. But you deeply know that this is not her. You know that you are both going through a highly advanced and well-designed process, able to change anyone, rapidly and in an extreme way.

One of this processes was the Dark Night of the Soul. We both went through this but when we were apart and at different countries. A process which left us literally with no smiles, no emotions, emptier than ever before. (I will talk about this experience in a different article). This particular process is ignited mostly by the energy dynamics of the “runner phase”, a trigger point which ignites the deepest, spiritual but dark process of the DNOTS.

See, real Twin Flames is not about a romantic fairytale, but a shocking, extreme, out worldly experience that shakes you, scares you, reveals all of your wounds and when is finished you can’t hate your Twin as you realize their extreme significance in your Path and Evolvement to your higher, better version of you.

How was your own experience? Is your Twin Flame still by your side or are you on different missions? Did you get the lesson, advanced and moved on? Let me know in the comments bellow.

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Falling in Love Again After a Twin (or False Twin) Flame Experience

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Many stories are out there describing the intensity of a Twin Flame relationship and the magical aspect of it. As also for the opposite but that for some reason doesn’t decrease the power of that connection at all but actually somehow increases it. So the question arises.

Will you be able to love someone again after this unique and out of this world experience?

Well, that is a question that bothers a lot of people out there especially those rare ones who just came out of this exhausting rollercoaster of endless “why’s” as it bothered me also for a long time.

The answer is quite not as you might expect it to be as it follows the same lines of a Twin Flame relationship.

You see your Twin Flame is both a reflection of your dark side as also of your most awesome one that you might don’t even know yet. So when you meet your awesome YOU in the eyes of your Twin, you get to know something exciting, amazing, thrilling, breath catching, but the first mistake is to attach all these attributes to them and not recognizing them in you. Simply because you never had the chance to get to know this part of you as it was blocked off from years of programming and all sorts of belief patterns.

So at a first glance, you are falling in love with yourself, but you still don’t know this! As this whole process of awakening to the real truth will come only when your Twin Flame will deliver the lesson and start “running” away till they completely vanish (unless there is a Venus Retrograde somewhere and they reappear again!).

Because only and only then you will start growing to your amazing YOU while trying to overcome the sh*load of depression issues, Dark Nights of the Soul and all these aftermaths of this relationship. While trying to let go and move on

To be able to love again though completely and in the normal human beautiful and unique way (not in that spiritual “I get to f*ck you all over and leave you” way) it will take some time as you need to go through the healing part (…again) which though will make you even stronger with safer boundaries therefore at the end of the day, when you will put all of this back together and realise that THEM is YOU, you will claim this awesomeness and YES you will be able to love again and find other awesome people and girlfriends and boyfriends. But that’s not the point.

They came in your life to teach you how to properly love and respect yourself as also everyone else, neither you like them or not

Life doesn’t end here. But your Twin Flame belongs and will always belong to a REALLY special place in your heart no matter what. And that’s because their presence in your life has a greater purpose and a high significance that your Soul and Being recognizes instantly.

Don’t be afraid to love and get hurt and have all these experiences. Fear is nothing but the opposite of Love. So choose wisely. Don’t allow your neediness or your excuses to attract unhealthy or karmic relationships again. Love yourself first completely and then go about loving someone else!

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What I Learned From my Personal Twin Flame Experience (part 2)

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Well the lesson you are about to get from your Twin Flame will not fit in a hundred articles, but I will try to point the most important ones, that will make your life easier, without the need to go through the lesson itself. Of course, sometimes in life, due to our stubbornness and inability to control our urges and emotions, the lesson is required, as the presence of your Twin Flame in your life.

What I Learned From my Personal Twin Flame Experience (part 2)

8) There is always something more. In you, in me, in everyone. A potential that we are afraid to reach for whatever reasons, a world that is there for us to reach. The transformation I personally went through when she did everything to manifest all of my hidden fears was immense and huge. In all the levels, from my psyche, my habits, my perception, to my body. Because we showed to each other that “hey, you are even more than this, why the f*ck don’t you claim this something more?”. And that something extra I discovered it when she left, while I was trying to overcome the Dark Night of the Soul. The regular exercises didn’t seem to soothe the pain, even the meditation the way I knew it didn’t work. So I had to find new ways, I had to advance everything, take everything to the next level. And every day I was discovering something more, cause I had to in order to escape the menace of the DNOTS procedure (which I am going to talk in an upcoming article)

9) You need healing. A deeper more effective one. Twin Flames are there cause you are wounded. And you are simply denying it due to the “warrior” profile you embraced long time ago in order to survive instead of suiciding. Defense mechanisms you see. And wounds can vary from thoughtforms of self-victimization, lack of self-esteem, memories of abuse in family, stories we keep telling of how love was absent from our lives, of how so many people betrayed us etc etc. And all these stories and all of these wounds must heal if you are about to go to your mission stronger than ever, huh? So, your little precious mirror, the one you will love the most, your precious Twin Flame will come to mirror all the issues YOU have and unfortunately you are not going to like this. Cause you are going to try to heal them but this will not work as they will keep running away, cause the only thing you need to fix is you!

Twin Flames - Laughing Socrates Blogspot

10) The game shows no mercy and so shall you. You have been in this life and you have witnessed the merciless approach of the Universe when it comes to everything. Oh, you can’t have this because of your psychological issues you were gifted from your parent’s abuse, or you can’t have this relationship because your vibration says I am needy BECAUSE of your parents and so on and so on. So instead of waiting on a compassionate God or human being to come and fix your issues and life, accept that life and Universe are simply mechanisms and YOU are holding the steering wheel. So go fix your issues, blame no one and reclaim your life by accepting NOTHING less than you deserve or want. Compromising is nothing less than accepting less than you deserve. Forget of compromise, old “humbleness” perceptions you might have inherited from your religion and allow your awesomeness to come to the surface to its fullest without guilt traps or procrastinations. So stop whining and show no mercy to your pathetic excuses that keep you away from what its best for you.

Twin Flames - Laughing Socrates Blogspot

(pic. Some of the notes I was taking while I was in the lesson and after – She was also writing a ton of info while we where together)

11) Anything can hurt your vibes and your life. She addressed everything, and I mean absolutely everything when it came down to what I do to my self that I shouldn’t. From the music I was listening to, the friends I was hanging around with, my habits, my diet (even if I was vegetarian, she insisted I should go vegan), my points of view, even about my sleep hours.

But that included her too though… Because my expectations for her wasn’t only about the goddamn lesson. I would love to spend my life with her, but her only purpose was to heal me completely. So I had to let go of that expectation too as it was hurting me badly.

  I had to let go of everything that I was ignoring all those years, from habits, old memories, friends, situations, the story I was telling about my life and all I ‘ve been through. She wouldn’t accept any negative vibes for whatever reason, as she was suffering deeply to see me in that state. In her mind, her King was alive. And that picture had to remain true in her eyes. So she did anything to bring in the surface anything I was doing which promoted any kind of energetic distortion, therefore wobbling and unwanted results.

  These and so many other lessons I learned from my precious Twin Flame, from my Self.

Don’t forget that you are on a mission here. Someone is the 22 and the other will be the 33. Someone will be the Master Builder and the other the Master Teacher. Bless your Twin. Bless your Self.

#my22 #my33

by Alex “Angel” Ftoulis

CLICK HERE FOR PART 1

 


The King’s eyes still look for her

“I don’t mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved…”


The words from a song that resonate with the way a Warrior loves, a wounded healer (C.Jung) a man with a body full of wounds due to the fights he gave, a broken bleeding King, a persona that rose through a forgotten fairy-tale, known only to few.

tumblr_mcu2nwM9Bf1rifdi9o1_500A man with a half hidden smile on his face, a man with so much to tell but having noone to believe in his stories, a man with a real broken heart that shares with everyone.

But he kept only one small space intact, a small place that he kept clean and protected with so much care all of those years, for one special person. For his Queen. For those eyes… Those 2 beautiful broken eyes, he gave a vow upon to protect with so much vigor and royalty. In her eyes is his world. Is his Favim.com-35207family, a family that is not of this world. She recognized him immediately even if she is confused so much, as the familiarity and the energies are beyond of this world, unbearable as they are so magical to handle or believe too.

And she is scared. Scared if that is real. All that love, all that magic, all that care and beauty doesn’t seem real. 41fdf1a9b91e04460cd8293bf5801d6fBut she forgot. She forgot that reality is not our thing. Is something we have to deal since our birth. Is something that confused the King for so many years. Is the reason that her King is wounded and bleeding. That human reality…

She also forgot that fear is illusionary too. She forgot that we were always fighting in the name of Love. Where we come from there is not such a thing as fear or ego. And she run away… She run so fast, she closed her eyes, her ears and her heart and she kept running away. But she forgot one more thing… The Kings heart. That strong yet broken full of wounds golden heart is on her hands. That heart sad tumblr wallpapers (3)gave the final fight for her, gave the last of its magnificent essence and beauty to her, his princess, his Queen. She found him broken and she did her best to heal him, just to go away at the end. But that was part of the plan too. Cause Kings are forged by steel and fire. They are not getting better with hugs and kisses only, that’s the irony.

In fire we are born, in hell we rose and in the name of the cruelest Universal alchemical processes we are getting healed. We aint the ordinary. We are rare, like the rarest diamonds and we deserve the title, we deserve the vigor and the royalty and the ultimate respect as there is blood all over the place, a blood shed by the innocents of this world, the blood of the pioneers, the prophets, the leaders of this Earth. tumblr_o0ya6kkQzD1txpaqfo1_500.jpgAnd this blood is shed for the sake of humans, for the sake of their development and progress. For the sake of old forgotten magic that holds the substratum of the Universe, magic known only to few.

A bunch of us are different. Cause some of us we still carry a code lost long ago. Cause some of us have nothing to do with this world.  We came here to bring the old lost moral and ethical structure back and we are going to do it with every way possible. All that blood, all those millennia, speaks and claims. It claims the efforts and the sacrifices of all those lightworkers and prophets that gave their lives in the name of the human evolution.

822b0a83069b3f74f38a2847c189014dAnd all those stories that accompany a King have their own vibe. Cause as I stand on the edge of the pier every-night and I stare at the ocean, my eyes have so much to tell and only few can listen for real. As I stand here, the whole world lingers under my feet, the unseen dances around with all of its magic, but unfortunately the human eyes don’t see. But those King eyes see… And they are waiting, waiting for his Queen. Waiting for the one that never returns… The one that got away. Because of the human imposed fears. I know its not your fault my Love. I see you. With those eyes. Those eyes that have so much to tell…

Hold on darl, nothing is finished yet. This is our war now. And we are now claiming our power back, this is our time to rule. One Love to rule them All.

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